Listening to: Incubus, Warning
Omg. Its not like I have feelings for this person but its funny when you can feel thoroughly depressed at someone's leaving when you barely know that person. I mean I only know that person(ok I'm gonna name person, person) for like say 4 months and now Im having the worst feeling ever. like a reality bomb hit me somewhere in my guts. When person told me that he was going my face was twisted and contorted. so sad. funny right -________________________-. do not even bother about this utterly idiotic post i just felt that I had to get it out of my guts.
and what's with all the drama?! I'm so sick of it, gawd I need to throw up. THROWW UP.(and wth cant my crazy neighbour keep low-profile for a minute?!its like 1am in the morning and his freaking lexus is sounding like an electric horn waiting to blast my medulla oblongta, however you spell it.)

calmness: Today for cell everyone was great and it was perfect and Camille thinks im too over litty. Delight yourself in the Lord and he will give you all the desires of your heart, which means if you've delighted yourslef in him totally what you'll desire are things that pleases him, so definitely you'll get what you wish. My goal is to totally immerse myself and delight in the Lord, even though I must admit it is not an easy task at all. face it.
Pastor said ,"We go against God's will only when we are'nt walking with him" words for thought.Chew on that if you've been totally miserable and empty.