ITS SO HOT TODAY AND THE RAIN DOESNT COME, NOO NOT WHEN YOU WANT IT TO @_@ The sun is so fierce and blazing I dont even feel the nice refreshing dew in the garden, some of the poor flowers look like they might wilt anytime man. But I can't water them now not until 5pm when Mr. Sun decides to hide in the clouds for a bit.
Anyway I can't stand this anymore, and the sun provokes my irritation 0_0 (No, im not dillusional like mary turner and I dont have a horrifying Moses) maybe I should have just accepted MI's offer and go to their school for awhile or to some idiotic poly course which I have absolute no interest in. But noo, I refused because I was resolute that it'd be something I was interested in, thus Sydney. And its too long and sad a wait, I dont want to leave my friends but I dont want to be UNOCCUPIED EITHER. Its killing me now that the SATS are over. Rubbish American opperator, putting me on hold to listen to their junk music then only telling me HALF AN HOUR later that I cannot change my sats deadline to June. Wasting my time and Sherlyn's phone bill which I eventually have to foot la. Well okay at least I'll have something to do when teaching Sherlyn SS and EL apart from my growing addiction jeffrey Archer's fourth estate.
Painted AGAIN with Tze Wei today, he likes to paint alot now. Maybe he's inherited the artist in him from my mum, but he also shows signs of the mathematician and science genius from my Dad. Great so he has the best of both worlds while I have the frenzy of them ><
Bhi emailed me today and I sent an irritated email to stop wasting my time and never to bother me again. The last time I heard about an audition from them was in a month and no one ever got called for the job. SCAMMED. They should get caught by the police, why give false hope and contact us when they dont deliver.
Im sorry if this post has got you into an angsty mood but im feeling quite fed up with everything now. Blame it on the scorching heat.